a million things to be

music: Cat Stevens - If You Want to Sing Out, Sing Out

oh you know it.
it's fucking freezing up in hurr!

i've decided that PAC (people & the community) is my least favorite class.
the teacher acts like he's really cool and relates to us, and he talks like he's our age.
but he is such a fucking baby!
my friend e-mailed me on the school computer "GET OUT MY FACE HO" in giant letters and the teacher saw it and SPAZZED.
i have said every dirty word you can think of within earshot of this guy, and yet he gets all pissed off at the word HO.
so why is it that he doesn't have a problem when i say fuck or cunt or asshole or dick or shit or when i talk about getting blazed over the weekend, but when i say HO (which you can say on basic cable without getting bleeped out) he acts like a little bitch?

also. he made us watch THE SECRET. when i told him i thought it was pretty much the stupidest thing ever he FREAKED THE FUCK OUT. please. it's a self-help video about the magical powers of positive thinking. maybe if we were a bunch of fat, desperate middle-aged divorcees looking to get laid, it would be interesting. but it's still ridiculous and fake. and this is a high school. i have no problem with teaching us to be positive and whatnot, but this is completely inappropriate for the classroom. it's like teaching creationism to biology classes. and who decided it was a good idea to teach kids that everything you want will just be handed to you if you just think positive?
aren't we supposed to be learning skills for life? because the kids who believe this are going to be fucked when they get out in the real world thinking that they can just imagine everything they want and it will magically appear.
your brain doesn't emit any magnetic waves.
there is no secret. there's a lot of video editing and a lot of bullshit. it's the da vinci code meets national treasure; fast paced and exciting so the fact that it's completely fake is blurred. and the people testifying look official and talk like this is the most obvious thing in the world so you won't notice that there are no facts or logic to back up any of it.

anyway.
fuck PAC and fuck the secret.