so i was really mad at you last night. and this morning.
but do you understand the situation (drink!) i was in?
when i say "i don't have a roommate tonight," that doesn't mean i want to fuck you.
that means i'm drunk and alone in my room with nothing to do but cry and feel sorry for myself and anticipate next weekend and i really just want someone to talk to me and pretend to be my fucking friend for 5 minutes.
i mean whatever. it's just really pathetic when i have to play music at half volume all night so i can pretend i'm not alone before i fall asleep.
abandonment issues are very apparent when i'm drinking.
and obviously it's not your fault. you're not obligated to be my fucking life counselor every time we drink together.
but it would be nice if you could be my friend for once.
i know i'm going to hate myself for this, but can i do something really stupid right now?
