sometimes there is no image, no text, no sound to fully describe the complexity (sure) of just what the fuck are you thinking.
it feels like this but it sounds like that and in my head it looks like this.
it's sad but it's not and it's stupid but i don't know how else to feel.
and it ruins everything else and i'm just sick of thinking
about everything or anything
and it's starting to sound clichéd just like everything.
and really it is not that sad or that bad but it
seems like it sometimes. and sometimes it's just numb and sometimes i don't care.
it's whatever.
